Frustrating.

Hello again! Its 2am something already i haven't sleep yet! Haha. Cuhs i was thinking at the same thing over and over again. Ughhh, i can't even sleep. I just can't stop thinking at the same thing. Please god ! What should I do? Can i kill myself like now? Imma frustrating. Like yeahh i was thinking wanna continue our relationship or not. Hmm, i keep on thinking-thinking-thinking & thinking but i just can't get an answer :( ughh. I wanna die like now? Can i? Hmm. Maybe my parents were saying the truth that student not encourage to be in a relationship. Once broken, will get into troubles. Hmm. Yeah now i realize that my parents were saying the truth :( mm, i've no idea what to do right now :'( i wanna cryyyy likee ughh. fine. I'll stop :( byeee. Mwahh bloggerhearts :(

Wonder ...

Heyoo bloggerhearts! How are you guys? Finee uh? Ohh i'm glad to know that :) Did you guys enjoy your holidays? :) i hope so. Weee! :D saya pula enjoy sittin' layin' on ze bed tweettweet & facebook-ing saja. Pity me uh? I'm shooo jealous with you guys yang fly sini fly sna :( like seriously i'm fuckin jealous okayy? :( but its okayy. Haha. Okay I mw start storystory suda.

I was wondering, If I single can I be happy as usual? Hmm. I think I can, but I have to take time. Cuhs tenguk my friends? Single tdak menjadi masalah sama mereka, kenapa sy tdak bleh bwt kan? Tenguk mereka happy lagi dengan single life mereka. Saya? Apaa? Sakit hati ini itu pepotpepotpepot pa semua. Haihh, sy nmpk mereka happy jaa selalu :) saya pun mahu jugaa baa. Sy tdak mw mcm nee ;( So i take time for 3 days thinkin' mw ikut mereka kaa tdak. Tapi i really tdak dpt pikir. UGHH, bingung I siot! Betul, saya surrender psl ' heart ' apa semua ne! Betul saya sumpah saya surrender. Haihh, Saya tw dlm ' love ' mesti ada gaduh ada sedih ada happy and etcetc aight? Yeah i know, but saya really beh tahan liao ;( *beh means tdak* Ughh! So yeah, smpai hari ini saya pun tdak tw apa harus sy bwt. Mw settle baikbaik or? Settle baikbaik trs putus then masingmasing happy? Saya tdak tw lae apa mw bwt :( maybe some of you guys sayin' saya fall in love sma llki lain thats why saya mw putus? Haha. Maaf! Yeahh sya mengaku sblm PMR sy FIL sma stu llki but kmi teda coups aight? Chill laa guys! Haha. Tdakkk laaa, saya just mw be happy baa :) if betulbetul sy tdak dpt teruskan lagi well imma backoff and start in a relationship with books :) hihi. Saya really surrender with this love stuff. UGHH.

*sorry laa ahh, sy jiwang skett hari ini. Haha but ini semuaa luahan hatii saya :) sy tdak tw mw luahkan ksih sepa lagi baik saya luahkan ksih bloggie kan? Tehee :D *

Heartache :')

Hello guys! Eseh, rajin suda saya updateupdate ah! Hahai. How are you guys? Hope y'all finefine sajaaa :) hihi.

Haish, suda 2 hari berlalu. Sy msih lagi layan skit hati. Sy betulbetul tdak tw lae apa mw bwt. Can somebody tell me what to do? Saya mw settle but my heart and my mind just won't let me do. Sy tdak dpt maafkan kau. Yeah sy tw kw xdak salah. Tapi kw sdr kaa apa yang kw ckp sma sy? :( sakit pula hati sy kw ckp mcm tuh. Sy tdak tw laa sy salah dgr kaa apa kaa but sy sngtsngt sakit hati. Don't you know that? Tidak kan? ;( tdak apa laa kayy? Sy cakap pnjangpnjang pun tdak guna bkn juga kw paham apa yang saya ckap. -_______-" so sorry to say laa broo. Sy tdak tw lae mw ckp apaa. Tnggu sy cool down dlu laa kayy? Sy tw mesti kw whisper dlm heart kw ' skitskit pun mw marah ' yeah, tapi ayat kw tuh bikin sakit hati baaa! Kau tww kaaa? Haihh. Baa sudalaa. Harap kw baikbaik sjaa laa . Sy tultul nda dpt tahan lagi. Sorry laa sy tlis psl ' singlesingle ' and whatsoever di fb. Tapi at last sy ada tlis jwa yang kita msih ' in a relationship ' kan? So kw jan macammacam :) cukup laa sy skit hati. Kaylabai. Harap kw baikbaik sajaaaa! Shushhhhhhh .

Haaa, behabuk suda kau blog? Anduu ba.

Heyoo abribodyy :) How are you guys? Hope y'll finefine saja. Kamu tidak miss kaa sma bloggie sy? Haha. Si Ochee miss sudaa nee. Sorry laa chee, mlas baa sy m'update bnyk sal Ex2 sy. Lutcu pulaa if sy baca blik older post. Maklum laa budakbudak kan dulu, "paisehpaiseh" means sorrysorry. Haha. Malu sy baca blik. Ignore saja laa kay semua tuhh? Eee jiwang pula sy dlu kan? Ignore laa okayy? :(