terpikir sy dulu ~ sy rasa mmg sy budu lh dulu ! btul2 budu ! but now no more stupid !

haix ! terpikir sy dulu ~ aduiii ! btul2 sy budu lh dulu  ~ sy mw erase but tdak dpt ! haixx, mcm mna lh sy mw erase n3 ? ak inda mw pikir lae ! haix ! cause dlu kn ? cm sy tda pikiran n3 bha ! apa lh dulu otak sy ! nsib parents sy inda tw ! lw tw ~ ak tda tw lh ! huhux ! adakh prmpn ksih reload llki ? adakh prmpn pujuk llki ? haixx2 ! inda pernah ak jmpa prmpn g2 ! ak sjaa tuh ! 12 thun mmg teda pikiran ! itu sya lh ~ anta lh org len ! and dulu dy pernah broke my hearts twice ! huhux ! and he want break me ! and i chase him back ! wthell i'm doing that ? i'm doing stupid things ! haixx ! ak mw erase tuhhh ! sy inda mw pikir lae ! GOD, tlg lh sy erase ini ! idwanna think anymore >,< ~ huhux ! GOD, hope you hear me :(( ~ idwant to think this anymoreee ! it's make me think that i'm stupid ! NOW I'M 3TEEN ! so nomore dlu pnya vivian ! don't think i'm stupid like dlu ! i won't gave reload to anybody ! i wanna be a new vivian! :) i know i can do it :))